Eek! – a guest post by Yingtai

This was a very fun class.  It was a pleasure playing with Yingtai as my demo bottom for my class Interrogation: The Border Between Play and Reality at The Society in May.  She wrote this very thoughtful response to my class. This is the first of a three-part response.  She has given me permission to share this writing on my site.

I am ridiculously happy today. But it takes a while to explain why.

Let me catch you up on what happened last week.

As you may recall, I once attended a class by Eric Pride and concluded that maybe it wasn’t impossible to scene with a stranger after all. So I was pleased to see that he was giving a weekend of classes near me. Mindfucks and interrogation were clearly aimed at doms, but I figured the world wouldn’t end if one more sub knew how it was done.

And then, God help me, this tweet arrived.

I tried to think about the decision. Really. But it was there already.

(Definitions of jargon: bottom and scene.) At least I had the good sense to volunteer for interrogation. But first I had to sit through the mindfuck class.

  All faked. But as you can imagine, they had an effect on me. A friendly vanilla asked how I was doing and heard more than she bargained for.

But all’s well that ends well. Here’s what I tweeted after my scene.

Yup, very happy.

This isn’t the end of the story. I’m still astounded that such an intense scene was possible given all my restrictions. And my friends are still trying to understand why I’m okay with doing a classroom demo but not a play party.

I’ll explain. More soon, I promise!

This post originally appeared at Yingtai’s blog, the University of Abject Submission.

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